Anniversary

I’ve been in a bit of a funk the last (several) few days and I just realized I have one of my least favorite anniversaries tomorrow. It’s been over a decade but it’s still so painful. I’ve been really lethargic and fatigued and was struggling to understand why but I’m sure this is a portion of the reason, if not the entirety of it. I try not to pay too much attention to anniversaries since I have so many and I wouldn’t be able to enjoy many months of the year if I actively thought about them like that. Can anyone relate?