You can quit.

I don't know what I deserve but this is my second week free from liquor. Yesterday my gang went out and as our culture, my room ndo inakuanga meeting point before we go out—they pushed me to the wall nikubali kuishia but I just couldn't. For the first time I said a strong No to liquor.

How did I get here? Nimechoka tu na liquor. It was never my thing—like I've always forced it on me. Besides, last week I went out and observed how drunk guys behave and it pissed me off; kwanza the way drunkards hold and hug each other, the sweat from dancing and random fights over petty things damn, I've been wasting my little hard earned coins manh. I was becoming irresponsible, corrupting my soul and indulging in crazy stuffs, damn it.

Do I expect anything? Yeah, I will lose some of my friends that I know for sure. Look at the other side, there are over 5bln people around the globe, wait, my contact list is around 200—Other friends will come.

Lastly, no-one can talk you out of it.